zehao

2010-05-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

Happy mother's daY

2010-05-04T03:03:00.002+08:00

I pray to god everyday to bless you with everything you deserve
i want faster recover,i really really fucking want to show you i.m not

....

2010-05-03T03:52:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOO people i want to post out this few day about my life...
this few day very boring...i going to stay at hospital around one week...
first day i very scare tat my operation.cos last time the doctor say before one year must go back take out the thing.but untill now already seven years...the doctor asked me why never come?i said"hospital never sent letter come how i go?"the doctor reply:they sent already.WTF...seven years liao i dint even received a letter from hospital..Zzz...finally i finished my hand operation at yesterday.but my hand still cannot move here move there.cos felt like pain.still waiting my head's X ray out.hope my head will be fine.dont know why suddenly will pain .it was started at last year.if im not wrong...sometimes willl forget this forget tat.BUT I WONT FORGET U

2010-03-23T13:11:00.003+08:00

I M DEAD!

:D

2010-02-07T08:45:00.002+08:00

Elaine to the rescue!
Nth to post.

This is chanchekhau's side view

End of post ;D

我爱你

2009-11-26T04:18:00.012+08:00

很多时候，总会有那么一丝一缕的似曾相识牵动起淡忘已久的浅浅情愫。细细究来，竟发觉过去是无从想念的！遗失了自己曾经精心保存的泛黄的照片，遗失了那些曾经让自己痴迷的缱绻情节，也遗落了那些枯萎了的渐渐淡忘的记忆。总有些时候，伸出手去想抓住些什么，可无论是在梦的印痕还是在飘渺的空气里，伸出的纤手，都显得那样的脆弱而无力，根本就无能抓住些什么东西。也许，真有些淡若游丝的东西会留在心灵的最深处，烙印着深深浅浅的痕迹。当岁月轻轻走过，心儿已不会感觉到疼痛，多了的只有那一份笃定的淡然。喝着咖啡，苦涩苦涩的滋味。快乐与忧伤转瞬之间都已成了过去，可迷惘心儿的残碎记忆，依然能感受到的那份真实与感动、虚伪与悲伤。眼泪，这一刻悄悄滴落在浓浓滋味的闲愁里。恍惚记得有人曾说过："当你的眼泪忍不住要流出来的时候，睁大眼睛，千万别眨眼，你会看到世界由清晰到模糊的全过程。心，也会在眼泪落下的那一刻变得清澈而明晰！” 　　爱久了，成了一种习惯；痛久了，成了一道烙痕；恨久了，成了一种负担。没有了激情的爱情，从火热走向平淡，或许这就是我们一直在追寻的一种永恒。虽然我们都不知道，这份平淡是否还会那样让人砰然心动。只是等待着！无论时间是否会冲淡了一切，心，却仍在它原来的位置，以独特的方式、执著而痴迷地跳动着…… 一个人的一生，遇见一个懂得用心爱你或是一个值得你用心去爱的人，无论爱的结局如何，都是幸福而温暖的。拥有着的，或许不是最好的，但那份刻骨铭心的美丽却会让人懂得珍惜。人生，本就有太多的无奈和悲戚。爱的幸福，其实就是那一种心灵的感觉。爱是缘分！当我们在生命的过程遭遇这缘分，有缘无份的人儿，爱的开始就注定了分离。而相依着走到生命之终的人，从一开始就是为了彼此的美丽而生的。倘若这世上有两个人注定要彼此相爱，那么在他们相遇之前，他和她的每一步都会朝着对方走去，不偏不倚，不管这路程要遭遇多少的艰难险阻，最终都会到达终点。我相信——相信冥冥中注定的相遇和分离。有爱的人儿，无论怎样的遥远也仿佛在身边；无心的缘分，近在咫尺却也似远在天涯。　　过去的已然模糊，而明天离我们又太遥远。如果你的爱情停留在曾经，它只属于那个时间；如果你的爱情停留在生命里，它就会成为永恒，甚至超越永远！或许，我们都想永远地淡忘一些东西。譬如伤痕，我们想永远地忘记。而那曾经让我们痴迷的心动呢？有人曾说过：“有些事情是可以遗忘的，有些事情是可以纪念的，有些事情是可以甘心情愿的，有些事情却一直无能为力。”纵然你会忘记一切，而眼泪不会。也许，我们已经很久都不曾哭过了，无论是受伤还是心疼，就那么冷眼地看着；或是在无度的嘻笑打闹的伪装中悄然隐没了初衷。始终，眼泪伴随着心灵，不曾消融。文字原本以为一切终将成为那风干的标本！只是，眼泪知道！今世今生，总有一些事情是无法忘记，总有一个人是永远珍藏着的。

就是你丁莉双

2009-11-10T05:28:00.002+08:00

sorry girl...finally i understand tat you are keep make yourself clear...
i felt very guilty tat i not trust you at alll time,but you should know why i will like tat ask you alot of stupid question and make you angry.but all deep inside i care about you!
i love you!

2009-10-13T09:02:00.009+08:00

the rain is falling heavily in this morning,I cannot sleep as you’re not by my side,after tat called you wake up. can heard tat your mood like not very good.i din't ask you so much.because you will feel tat very irritated.because of you ,i just want you stay at happy at all.even i get scold by you,atleast can feel tat you are caring me,tears are present but they glisten for you.I thank you for letting me learn generosity, respect and care.i love you

2009-10-04T17:22:00.002+08:00

Elaine, all along I just want to be your good boyfriend, someone whom you can find whenever you're in low spirits, whenever you need a shoulder to lean on. Seriously, I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I'm even willing to lay down my life just to exchange for a glimpse of hope, just for you to feel a little blessed to have me around with you. If I ever had to choose between you and one last breath, I will really use my last breath to tell you how much I love you and how I wish we will still be together hand in hand walking down the aisle of the church. I really want you to know I'm willing to give you everything, even my last.

Perhaps it's me, I'm too useless to give you a proper and wonderful love like what others can give their gf, a handsome and rich bf to be willing to give you truckloads of money to spend on, all I have is nothing but only a me. I want you to know, I really love you and it's not sweet talking because what for sweet talk if I'd never really meant it? Although sometimes I might be tying you down very tight that you can't even struggle, but that's basically all because I love you. I had given up alot of things for you, I really hope you can see these efforts I've done to prove to you how much you're actually worth in my heart. I know sometimes I shouldn't get jealous because you're talking to another guy, but you know, sometimes feeling jealous isn't what I want, it's because I'm afraid of losing you. I really love you more than what you know. I don't want you to get back to the past, I want you to feel contented with me around in your life, I want you to make the best out of everything, I want you to strive even harder for what you deserves.

Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same. I really hope that you understand every part of the elements in my body that's going through torment, because I really love you. Every now and then, you will pop up into my mind. Even though I'd given up many things, 1 thing for sure is that I'll never give up on you. I really hope you would care a little more for my feelings, tell me you really mend your ways, answering me in a way which I'd expected. I'm not trying to be a nuisance here, but I really want you to know, in a relationship, both parties are suppose to give in to each other, and not one sided.

I love you, even more than myself.

2009-10-04T02:58:00.002+08:00

i hate myself because i lose to a bastard!

happy birthday to me!

2009-09-18T05:25:00.003+08:00

16th0909
whole day feel like damn touch!
because of you!
today go find my galfriend,and finally i know the stupid lucky very bad.keep licking and biting ppl!become more cute already!ya i think i very happiness!
thanks !!!and loves!i wont forget the happiness day!

Work hard hard

2009-08-16T17:59:00.002+08:00

:D Elaine is here to help him post.
Idk what should I write -.-
Everytime ask me write when I dont even have things to write about him.
Ehhh. He is working now.
Working very hard to buy milk for his son :DDD
Dont work until too hard. Must take care of yourself too.
Drink more water.
Dont smoke.
Eat more. Especially vegetables.
Sleep more.
Play hard.
:DDD I will wait for you to come home

-_-

2009-07-22T03:37:00.004+08:00

17/7friday
today my gal never go school cos she sick already,so imeet her in the morning for breakfast,after breakfast then went her house,until afternoon she hungrry again,lazy go out then i cook alot porrige to her,but she cant finish all,cos like alot porrige.lolafter tat acc her tilll 5plus.after tat want do my own staff then go off!dont be a sick cat lar!
18/7saturday
go meet my gal again cos i want to pass her homework!hoho alot homework waiting for you!at night go sin tua whit cousin!after tat go home sleep!
19/7sunday
acc gal go home when she end her tuittion!:)

HOPE YOU APPRECIATE WHAT I DO !!!

sadded

2009-07-16T03:36:00.002+08:00

yesterday i cant sleep as well,because of you.
must think twince before you do everthing.
i never angry,just dont hide on me,just tell me,you never tell me i never know it!
everyone have the past,forget your past,and MUST REMEMBER I WONT LEAVE YOU AWAY!!!
to be a good girl good student good girlfriend good daughter...because your mother love you.your boy friend also love you.dont let them sad again!

POSTED BY ELAINE

2009-07-11T18:23:00.003+08:00

I'm here to help 肥猪to post again :)
Yesterday, he went to Malaysia and brought some clothes.
Super rich hor!
After that, he went home.
And I don't know what he do after that :X
Lols. :D
Then...
He called me and talk until something happened :D
Then he went to bed and sleep.
:D Then around 4plus today, he called me.
walao like become my blog like that-.-
Haha, anyway must support him to lose weight until 65kg :X

bad mood!

2009-07-09T02:22:00.003+08:00

actually i just need your caring and nagging!
like that already enough.

:D

2009-06-29T04:03:00.002+08:00

nth to post...
very fast we already together 2 month le:D
next time i go post the picture...
i love my girl!<3

POSTED BY ELAINE :D

2009-06-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

Elaine is here to help 大肥猪 ZeHao to post (: Wakaka.

He today slept till ten plus then wake up (:
Tio woke up by ME :X
Lols. Then after that, he went to meet ME at HKE.
Promise to help me in my work but he didn't even write a thing -.-
Went to eat noodle (: He ate rice with alot of spicy stuff.
So hot. Woo! Lols.
After that, send ME to tuition centre -.-
Then took rounding after that (:
And he head back to HKE. I think.
After that, I don't know where he go.
But I think he's slacking outside now :D
End of post.

28.5.2009 one month!

2009-06-01T01:04:00.000+08:00

i love my Girl friend:D

must becarefull all around your friend

2009-05-27T10:55:00.000+08:00

Dont know why?
wat you all want?
i will not so easy down!
if you all think like fun,then write more!!!
because you dont know understand another ppl's heart,you dont know understand another feel hurt,you dont know repects...maybe your very handsome or pretty.but your heart never good before!!!
although i don have the rights to say you all ,And i can let u all say because i got do something wrong before.!!!
lets change our heart to be clear and pretty!maybe got more ppl willl make friend whit us :)
dont be childish le!

14moredays!

2009-05-24T02:27:00.000+08:00

sometimes i was busy hope tat u can understood !
snake cannot eat elephant ,unless the snake can eat the elephant ,in the end the snake also will die.must think wat u want ,wat u need .dont anyhow hear from there or where!
very bored in this few weeks,want to take back my car and bike license cos like very long never drive car le. cos i scare caught by police again le.i hate last time's life,when i know you,because of you i know wat i want to do,because of you i cannot sit there wait die.your thing=my thing,my thing =your thing also.no matter wat i still can be wit you.I LOVE MY GIRL FRIEND<3
thanks alots of my friends,because you all give me alots alots chance to change myself,i want to say bye bye to voilent!because i hate it!
useless......fuck off!#$%^&(

:)28042009 7pm being loved with elaine

2009-05-07T03:16:00.001+08:00

i love my girl friend<3
must remember !!!trust your eyes.

2009-04-14T04:05:00.000+08:00

look like dying but i wont let it die!
life got some problems to solve!
hope will end faster!
left30days

2009-01-22T14:45:00.000+08:00

i dont know like tat do is my fault or not?
but i hate tat. ppl say this then go do tat?!
wat the fuck is this?

NEW YEAR NEW WISH<3

2009-01-15T04:34:00.001+08:00

i believe i can do it,
to be a cook of god
talk for free,must show out!
i will let all look down on me's person know
.i also can!
dont always think tat people around us will help us,they will only look down on us!

hellos

2008-12-06T00:45:00.002+08:00

hello ...my blog like dying alots of time:)
finally i get back my license,i was very happy...
erm...ya still remember i whit cousin go clean our friend's house..why we want to help him?
cos he look like very pity...how to start leh...
his bedroom make me stunt...SHOCK....very very very luan...lim pei never bluff if we never clean his house,i think when u see tat .i sumpa u all will STUNT...or WAAAA..and say WAT IS TAT...
Ferrrrrrrrrrrr....sibei jialat la...the rubish can any how throw the cig buck also anyhow tro
and his floor like never clean before...when we change the new water ..ant take the mop put in the water ...the water become BLACK colour...ya he is a good boy i think so.if nobody do for him .he wont clean also ..and please dont bully him already..cos u have a good friend whit u le..so must cherish all around your friend..wa..a..clean until 3am then go back sleep le//wa.. panda eyes more jialat le...tired
sLEEP le tat.s all:)

2008-10-13T01:27:00.000+08:00

hi guys...here to update something:)

hohhoho...get back my bike and car license soon:D

2008-08-19T13:24:00.000+08:00

hello
want to update something ...
this few day are sleep not enough
so my panda eyes like very jialat..
cos must work at sbo_services@singnet.com.sg
thisi is a online job ..very easy...
if you wanna to work please contact our customer service 8301****:)
but when you work at this job must work till perfect
if not your will break your coontract:)

2008-08-12T02:42:00.000+08:00

i need alots of money:)
alots people caring me:)
i dont be a loner...

2008-08-03T03:09:00.000+08:00

Ya..i delete my old blogger
And many happen come to me..
Make me stress no mood and sad
Yesterday my brother flight to china, dont know go ther for wat i think he go watch beijin 0lympic ba:) next week then flight back malaysia...
Today i lose my basketball match
Sorry my team mate
Because i have many mistake in this match
We lose around 20 poitns to taiwan...:(
But i trust it ,we will take back our champions
I love my family much much
Thanks my family give me more and more memories
To be a perfect son
I need more $
save me please